Saturday, August 4, 2007

Don't I control the world?


Sometimes I wish I belonged to a big Italian Mafia "Godfather" like family. The loyalty you see between the members is something I wish I had in my own life between family and friends. The violence and death not so much. These punks that call themselves "Mafia" now a days have no class, no discipline and no honor. Most of all no brains.
Fear not. I am not looking for a gang to join. I am not much of a joiner anyway. I am not lost. If you think this, you have taken a wrong turn in the journey of my psyche.
I was told by "Madame Ruby", the resident psychic of Chico, California, that I like making things into a fantasy. Well, I suppose it's true and I agree I am a romantic. I love Hollywood endings and am very disappointed when life ends up being real.

Who I am and what I long to be is so far on extreme opposites it's unreal.

I want people to be smart and be able to have conversations with me without asking me things like "What do you mean, "gathering"?" Seriously, I was talking with a neighbor and she asked me "What does gathering mean?" and this lady claims to be a daycare attendant.
Educated, my neighbors are not.

Put the crack pipes down and step away from the can of Budwiser and pick up a frick'n book!

No comments: